I never told...

I never told anyone about my fear of being rejected.
I never told someone that i sometimes hide from my pain.
I never told that person that i at times rather run then fight.
I told her to leave me alone, but it was all a lie, cause I was afraid to get to close.
I never told her that she finaly got thru to me and made me see where i went wrong.
I should have told myself to be true.