Fears of the unimaginable

Some say life can end tomorrow.
That it may leave people in sorrow.

I have seen it with my own eyes.
Felt how my veins froze to ice.

It’s hard to take it all in bite sized.
To shake free, see whom and what matters.

Will the emotions I had still be clear?
If one day I'm suddenly not here.

Have I said all that I really wanted to say.
May I calm to rest lay or will my soul be in dismay.

Yes I know, Still it's all undecided,
But I have this fear, and I just can't hide it.

This life might be in seconds limited.
But with all imagination it’s infinite.

So I see a need to priorities and be nice.
Plant a seed of joy where it really counts.

Let go of all troublesome doubts.
Because, I already know what matters in the end.
And what I want to defend.